programming notes

everything's going ablaze

Hello. Life is kind of crazy right now. Lots of things happening at once and none of them good. My liver is wonky, I’m in chronic pain, my dog is in the animal hospital recovering from gallbladder(!!) surgery, it really can’t get any worse. Or maybe it will get worse on Friday when I get my liver biopsy results. Who knows! Anyone have any good tips for staving off a mental breakdown?

I do not have the capacity to write anything new at the moment. This is why the past few essays have been reposts from my old sites. I get an idea, I sit down to write, and everything going on makes its way to the front of my brain, blocking out any creative thoughts. This may change tomorrow, it may not. I’m not taking a big break or anything, I am just going to be a little quiet until things get figured out. I may post some old fiction, I may not. Just bear with me until things blow over. And they will blow over.

think good thoughts for ren’s recovery